hello(:
school was boring.i love weekends.i get to see darr and stuff.stayed over at his place on friday.came back on sunday morning(: the whole 2 stays were full of late nights and really tired mornings.but wth.it was funn.sigh.i'm just so NOT looking forward to the day that he makes his move): i dont want you to go.well as much as you dont want to i guess.i dont know what to do either.i freak out every now and then when he mentions about the move.i cant help it.i cant stop getting frustrated.i'm sorry darr.i just cant control it): its been too much.i dont want to have constant breakdowns all the time.we both know that it cant be help.sometimes i wonder if he thinks about it as much as i do.i feel weak when i think of him.damn i dont know.my life's a wreck.why must i cry in every relationship that i forge in?it isnt fair.fucking creeps): till the next time.

;tonight we're alone, its finally you &i.